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Sunday, December 21, 2008 7:07 PM

Yesterday..Back in that quaint familar place. the church hall that i first stepped into a few years back, where worlds and worlds of love unfold, joy and laughter mixes in with the fear and loss....a place filled with all sorts of life in it, smells and sounds and voices and colors and even a moment of dialogue that sweeps you off your feet and give you an epiphany. 4th candlelight service, the novelty has yet to wear off.....anticipation as the first candle is lit, waiting anxiously for your turn to come. Closed eyes, prayers, yet secretly looking around and admiring how amazing the place looks. beautiful and wildly full of hope and thoughts.

Everybody is quiet, standing still and absorbing that moment. Every candle lit, thousands of individual bright lights in the dark. candlelight flickering on skin. And all of a sudden everything seems to fit together or at least to have some meaning for a moment, catching you off guard, breaking into our small bordered worlds. like having a new found understanding, or direction. Even if its just for that fleeting moment. wish i could save and capture the exact feeling forever, put it on replay whenever I want to. but going through that motion again would take away the preciousness and excitement of it all.....right? so i just stand there. just breathing and finally taking it all in.

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Tingzhi, Typical girl living in Singapore. Hopes for miracles, hapiness and love to come her way. Obsessed with dance, shopping, gymnastics, web design, gothic things, death, makeup and fashion. 28th October. That's her day. Worth exactly $1,884,006.00. Chinese, scorpion. Loud, spastic, crazy, hyper, shy, dancer, shopaholic, neoprint crazy.

Loves

DANCING, friends, laughing, being high, hapiness, sleeping, having fun, her pillow, surfing the net, her handphone, her computer, ALL her ballet stuff (:, pasta mania, chocolates, lime green, white, black and pastel colors.

Dislikes

not being able to dance properly, forgetting dance steps, the feeling of an empty wallet, feeling of holding back tears, being betrayed and cheated. wannabes, fake-os, being ignored, people who don't go for regular reality checks ;), insincere people, cockroaches, alcoholics, smokers and horney men. x) HAHAH.

Wishlist

[x] Sony Ericsson T630
[ ] Colored contacts
[x] Best of the era cd
[ ] Trip to paris/london/france
[ ] Adobe Illustrator 10.0
[ ] Flash player
[x] New gaynor minden pointe shoes
[ ] "Grease" movie soundtrack
[x] Striped planner from Irints
[x] A new wallet/pencil case
[x] Vector-ish shoulder bag from tampines mall
[ ] A nice, new stylish room
[ ] iPod photo OR iPod U2 special edition
[ ] "Centerstage" vcd OR dvd
[x] Roxy $9 shoulder bag
[x] Red cargo pants from esprit
[ ] Boat neck top from either billabong OR roxy
[ ] "Honey" vcd OR dvd
[ ] Any cd by "Blaque"
[ ] Big metallic cross on black chain from 77th street
[x] "You got surfed" vcd OR dvd
[ ] Cargo pants from topshop
[ ] Chokers, bracelets and anklets from accessory stores
[x] Orange and black reebok racer back
[x] Glow in the dark hibiscus flowers from Popular
[ ] A new webcam from funan centre